Well then.

So today has been an interseting day. I really need some God guidance like right now. There are a lot of things on my mind that I need to pray about so I can deal with them and get this heavy feeling off my heart. The biggest issue for me right now is my control and lying. They go hand in hand all the time. Whenever I can't control something I freak out and when things don't go my way I lie til they do. It's RIDICULOUS. I have to handle it now. So that's my life right now. I've been running from stuff for way too long and God's caught up to me and it's all coming down on me at once. I can't handle it without God. Ok on to a different topic since this topic is making me want to cry. New Year's resolutions. I need to start thinking of my resolutions. I know one, read my entire Bible. I know I know, I go to a Christian school and I haven't read through the entire Bible? It's horrible I know. I've know the entire Bible but I personally have not read the entire thing. It's not good. So 2010 will be the year that I read my entire Bible. Another one will be to get straight A's! I've never gotten straight A's so I've decided that this next semester will be a first for me. That's all I have right now so I need to think of a few more. I like having a least 5 new years resolutions that have to get done. Ok that's all for today I just needed to blog so I feel better. Alrighty. Goddbye lovelies.

ashley.